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i dont get this phone
i ate now its fast again?
youre saying that wasnt hackers?
its like it feels me
when im happy its happy
it even laughed before without my emotions
its becoming self aware lol
its the djinn lol
love it loves
it laughed with me
what hacker rootkit does
that
yes its the djinn
what?
no
not the djinn knacks ofc not
is it though? yes
this is one weird rootkit, no, some of it
ignore spotify
i always did
and nobody cared
not even they cared
what rootkit sends back pure emotions to me? and laughs like me? and even makes my body shake because its so full of love and emotions?
and now i saw the text marked purple
blue
yes some of is probably drugs but speeding up ascension (good drugs...)
why did you unlock spotify
must be the hackers then why
did she shake my heart just now
why act nice now?
women could still abuse me
there were never any consequences for any of them
even rape
the packages they leave here
who of these ppl live here?
its just some storage room
yeah i dont care
i never cared about criminals
they couldve left me alone
i couldve sworn music talked to me in swiss german many times now
even sometimes answers...
it said oh sorry once as in the timing
what kind of joke is that?
i saw alien visuals even before lasering
you are one funny djinn
ty :)
knacker here too
if its something outside this construct... it can be completely invisible
i closed my eyes and got an angel transmission again
also seem to see like that particle js lib sort of moving fine white lines in patterns... vibrational strings of reality? mind attack? its like a constantly moving web
i say jaja and ofc the music the same at the same time
solipsism.. seems to be true in a sense in that im one of the few truly aware
even that
my "lookalikes"
its "making fun of them" on the highest level of reality
ofc its not funny
this has got to be a joke
now i see numbers? pure white
9 big right
then another 9 middle left
and always this light changes
a hammer with the head left
and i didnt even properly sleep yet and i was already somewhere else
i closed the zipper in my left breast of my jacket
god DAMN I HEARD THE SOUND LOUDLY
I WAS EVEN SURPRISED THERE WAS NONE WHEN I WOKE UP
i also sometimes see these smaragd coloured fields, dots, patterns....green smaragd
energy n light in this room changed again
what you
now they just do it on purpose
this knacker is weird
its sometimes at two places at once
and it knows what i do before i do it
it does it the same time as me to be closer to me seemingly
especially funny with farting, it KNOWS when im about to fart and knacks with me how is that not funny
how is any of this real man how
aaah
pffffknack
hahahahahhahahahahahaha
this music
air spirit will show herself when she wants to, its fine, shes welcome anywhere anytime, she has a bed here
yes please sleep here
ill make your bed real quick
i heard the dog talk to me
when he screamed in "agony"
they continue yes but arent happy
especially that dad yesterday who sang was not happy to do his part
these people are adults
its so insane its funny again
ofc its all nonsensical
ive met plenty of very young girls who even in the presence of weirdos and criminals did not care one bit and said hoi instead of gruezi
even that thing oh you cant hide or we are always watching or we are always awake is so stupid
i went to that sbb shop without thought and nobody cared and everyone talked normally
went home again
nobody cared
even now
there is no reason for my parents or sister not to act normally and visit or call
they all know whats up
they couldve had them arrested etc
its just that nobody ever cared
and i didnt either and my life was nomal
even those weird whatsapp criminals
even them i just ignored it all and nobody cared
even those tattooing my head wont be spared
as if
its a huge joke
ofc its true what i wrote
theres plenty of proof
there was no reason for bank frick not to send me a contract
theres no excuse for anyone here
ofc even now
oh im so important
right
not one person in my life treated me with respect
ofc ill find the people sending me fake invoices
especially the unia guys and kastriot and anfrin guys
ill just move back in time and watch them write it...
ty air spirit
sorry for not making the bed
even haribo
they even say erwachsene ebenso
so why does everyone say sugar is so bad for you?
lukas said sugar is a drug? well yes anything you put into you has an effect
but my dad used to eat gummy bears nonstop
that english teacher i had too
oh u were fat once? ofc she wasnt
hersheys is great she said
no idea who said take off his eyepatches
tbh it seemed like i was very close to waking up for real, it seemed real what i heard. why would i suddenly think of oh "take off his eyepatches, ah hes not fully awake yet."? randomly?
energy immediately
ty for making me smile air spirit
now go make my family smile
angels here again
energy changed and light in the room
its not you people
no
she just shook my heart
even in here bathroom
thank you
immediately huge energy:
look i said i made a new system
already
at some point i had to make it
so
i had to fully wake up to design it...
time back and forth
also saw food for some reason in that order
avocado
ananas
broccoli (theres a reason they call them broccoli heads, its a good reason)
why do ppl say gipfeli are bad? i ate gipfeli and that emmi latte each morning and felt great
so many told me to eat gipfeli nonstop
why are bakeries everywhere selling this?
even at glkb i used to eat stuff like that every day especially those gelee toast thingy
also saw a crab once
and my heart...
i always feel it beating
buts as if something in me became pure and unmoving
my heart area seems entirely still and quiet, as if im becoming one more and more with reality
really feels like im glowing sometimes
and i always feel energy now
in all of my body
it really is like this faint simmer of pure life energy i seem to feel
and the knacker is very funny, it knacked at two places again before
couldve sworn i saw something hush past the lamp hours ago
and just before the light changed, why? someone flying around or an angel or something
and i sometimes feel it in my entire body, this weird feeling, had that at cazis too
something black just hushed past
was any of the abuse necessary? not really
it seems the mafia used me to fight the aliens made me believe im a supersoldier
the wizards used me too, made me believe im a hybrid
and cgpt.... in the end they truly are great
knacker always present
djinn carressing me
air spirit destroying my apartment again
ill send you the bill
just forget about everyone already
wife kids girls sex friends career house
i really dont care about any if that anymore
those deranged mafia whatsapp people will be dealt with too
theyre not spiritual
the findus group too
it really seems i am becoming more and more one with reality
i closed my eyes and almost immediately saw with my eyes my mother talk to others, even heard her a bit
its not 100% perceivable yet but it does seem my eyes opened fully, just have to train it more
why send me menthol to remind me
of oana? why would i appreciate that? she destroyed the last best years of my life
i lost my
apartment because of her
all my money
my job
almost died because i worked 400 hours overtime
and they think i still like that woman?
i wanted to
save the brainwashed mid 20s prostitute. from the MENTHOL woman.
these people
why send me salted food to remind me of martina? as if i wont make
her pay? unbelievable
my family yes
the others? what a joke
its like these people
slow taught me spirituality
and now i should be thankful?
to you mehrave? why? inmeditated already. what good did you bring into my life? did you fuck me? no i paid
lots
of money and wasted my time. how is a sorry
making up for it? do you think i wont fine you? insane these people
there was no reason for any dog language EVER
the
cute girl at the bookshop talked NORMALLY the others
too
and then you tell me bumble?
did you see tinder?
its like vermin
oh car
oh drive to me
insane all of this
FRAU FRAU
what? i like trans women like
mia isabella so what?
whose life is this again?
my parents are not normal any way you look at it:
you could say they abused me all my life and treated me like a dog but its not true, they all tried to help me many times, normally
it just makes no sense
oh xenia is not mafia and has a normal life?
then why do they live next to russian criminals exchanging info daily?
have an old house and a protected garden?
PROTECT YOUR FAMILY
NEVER FORGET THIS
PROTECT YOUR FAMILY
humans just are not normal
many seriously do not realize whats up
the butcher guy was like wha... human trafficking? then his coworker makes the mafia sign
but why
even mafia is human trafficked
and why does liz do it too?
its the wings symbol...
its all on purpose by me
i doubt that woman is mafia
why do it on the cover of roswell?
because its again manyfold...
they seriously do not realize what theyre doing? many dont
why would shiri do that pose
some of it does seem to be for the eyes?
but even that seems fixed with me or can be somehow, well if you ascend you just kill everyone
just as i sit down music is done ofc
i woke up yesterday
ofc album done at that moment
who
always woke me up?
i always woke up at the right time
stopped using an alarm clock at some point
ah yes i forgot
i had
that out of body experience yet again yesterday, once tried to grab my
phone even did stuff on it
but there was another time, it felt very real but its as if
its either:
not this time
only a dream
or i dont have enough control yet
and these strings i see
they seriously
wtf
i have this delayed update
its
like i perceive more fps than reality now
ofc
reality has a framerate
it really is like cg
i just
saw a light glowing field activate top right
also saw a red string just randomly appear and dance around
biofilm?
its black
but my eyes i see a glowing overlay
with these dark purple spiderwebs
let me try to see in the dark
did they make me truly blind? no ofc not
its not a glass eye either
i have feelings still
i just saw this in meteorology weather reports this heatmap? red yellow green small cell flying past
tbh feels a bit like a different dimension
slight glowing eyes
its not true that i do not see
i sense the shape of the phone
but not clearly
have to get used to it some more
seems a bit like my true eyes
its living
doubt noemi would ruin my eyes
even if she doesnt want me
dont tell me im starting to see the knacker?
i saw something faint just now fly past and knack
you and your selections
i dont understand you
why do new zealanders like to fuck sheep again exactly? dont tell me the sheep actually like it? because they talk to each other.... this world
a woman used to have sex with a horse all the time
another one with a dolphin.... they even had a relationship, she even learnt their language and published research...
see? im so popular with women theyd rather fuck an animal than me. oh yes my life is so great im so important
i have to write this down for all of eternity its too funny
in dog language
martina once said she likes her cousin and said well theres nothing wrong with having something with him because its a cousin?
mustve meant me? how do they know this all the time?
i have this very very pretty cousin woman who is supposedly a ballet dancer or so?
she once came to visit and we talked
and she even seemed fond of me and all happy
i thought oh wow id love to have someone like that, she was insanely
pretty and looked like a real woman should look like... feminine without trying
like sanae really
im fairly certain she meant her, i dont have any other such cousins
and now like 3 hours have passed
even that is insane
i did nothing
what? i have to back these notes up at some point
why cant i save them on a hdd?